Father, I am tired. Not the kind a nap fixes.
I am tired of trying. Tired of carrying. Tired of being the one who keeps going when no one is watching.
I do not want to perform anything for You right now. I do not have the energy to pray well. So I am praying badly.
Take the weight. Even the parts I am not supposed to put down. Especially those.
Let me lay it at Your feet and not pick it up on the way out the door. Teach me which loads are mine to carry and which I have been carrying for someone else.
Rest is not a reward I have to earn. You said come. I came.
In Jesus' name we pray. Amen.
