God who keeps me, I am sitting at my desk again. The lunch break is over. I don't feel ready. I don't know if I can do this right now.
Steady my hands. Loosen my jaw. Remind me why I showed up.
I keep checking my phone like it will tell me what to do. I scroll through notifications hoping for a sign. I know that's not where help comes from. I am trying to trust You instead of the feed.
In Jesus' name we pray. Amen.